Thosaigh mo bhean chĂ©ile ag dĂ©anamh cairde cheana fĂ©in an lĂĄ a bhogamar go dtĂ an suĂomh nua. Chruthaigh Melek ciorcal maith cairde dĂșinn i gcĂłnaĂ lena pearsantacht te agus chairdiĂșil. BhĂ an chuma air go mbeadh sĂ© anseo freisin. D ‘ Ă©irigh go han-mhaith leis le Duine darb Ainm Belgin ĂłnĂĄr mbloc. CĂșpla lĂĄ ina dhiaidh sin chuir sĂ© a bhean in aithne dom. TĂĄimid numb freisin. BhĂ Metin ina bhainisteoir i gcuideachta cosĂșil liomsa freisin. Ansin bhuail muid le beirt lĂĄnĂșin eile a bhĂ ina gcairde. Hasan agus Ceyda agus Mehmet agus Leyla.
Ba chonraitheoir Ă© Hasan a rinne tionscadail mhĂłra, bhĂ sĂ© saibhir go leor i gcomparĂĄid leis na cinn eile. BhĂ dĂoltĂłir gluaisteĂĄn ag Mehmet freisin. Ba mhnĂĄ tĂ iad ĂĄr mnĂĄ cĂ©ile go lĂ©ir. NĂ raibh leanaĂ againn. DĂșirt Melek uaireanta go raibh sĂ ag iarraidh obair, ach toisc go raibh sĂ cleachtaithe le saol compordach, nĂ dhĂ©anfadh sĂ iarracht. Ba ghnĂĄch leis a rĂĄ, “tĂĄ mĂ© beagnach 30, agus nĂ fĂ©idir liom dul i dtaithĂ ar shaol an ghnĂł tar Ă©is na haoise seo.”
I mbeagĂĄn ama, thĂĄinig muid chun bheith ina ghrĂșpa a chuaigh ar camchuairt agus a raibh spraoi acu le chĂ©ile. Nuair nach raibh aon rud ĂĄ dhĂ©anamh againn mar lĂĄnĂșin, chruinnigh na fir le chĂ©ile chun fĂ©achaint ar chluiche nĂł chun poker a imirt. NĂ raibh aon deacracht ag na mnĂĄ freisin rudaĂ a aimsiĂș le dĂ©anamh eatarthu fĂ©in.
Mar lĂĄnĂșin, thĂĄinig muid nĂos dlĂșithe Le Belgin agus Metin. DĂșirt Metin liom go raibh Hasan agus Mehmet in Ă©ineacht le mnĂĄ eile, agus labhair siad fiĂș faoi na rudaĂ a rinne siad le mnĂĄ na rĂșise. DĂșirt sĂ freisin go ndearna sĂ iarracht uair amhĂĄin, ach nach ndearna sĂ arĂs Ă© toisc gur mhothaigh sĂ ciontach. Agus dĂșirt mĂ© le mo bhean chĂ©ile, ” nĂ fĂ©idir liom a leithĂ©id de rud a dhĂ©anamh. Ach nĂl baint agam leo ach an oiread. A saol fĂ©in, ar ndĂłigh, ” a dĂșirt mĂ©. Rinneamar gĂĄire. “NĂĄ bĂodh imnĂ ort, tosĂłidh siad ag insint duit go luath,” a dĂșirt sĂ©.
Tharla sĂ© mar a dĂșirt sĂ©. De rĂ©ir mar a mhĂ©adaigh ĂĄr n-intimacy, thosaigh scĂ©alta Ăłn gcoim sĂos ag dul fiĂĄin ag ĂĄr bpĂĄirtithe poker nuair nach raibh ĂĄr gcĂ©ilĂ sa bhaile. Labhair siad faoi na mnĂĄ a fucked siad cosĂșil le bitches. BhĂ brĂłd ar Hasan, go hĂĄirithe, ar an suĂomh go raibh fucked aige le go leor mnĂĄ, cuid acu pĂłsta. D ‘ fhiafraigh sĂ© dĂom an raibh aithne agam ar na cinn an-ĂĄlainn, go hĂĄirithe chun mĂ© a thaispeĂĄint, agus mura ndearna mĂ©, thug sĂ© ar na daoine eile a dhearbhĂș cĂ© chomh hĂĄlainn a bhĂ an bhean. BhĂ fĂ©inmhuinĂn aige a d ‘ fhĂĄs Ăłna shaibhreas. D ‘ Ă©irigh leis fiĂș a bhean a mhaolĂș uair amhĂĄin, fiĂș nuair a bhuail a bhean Ă© le bean eile, agus fiĂș teacht amach ar an mbarr mar ola olĂłige. Ghlac Ceyda le sĂșil dall a chasadh ar debauchery a fear cĂ©ile adharcach seachas an saol ĂĄlainn a raibh cĂłnaĂ uirthi a chailleadh. NĂ fhĂ©adfaĂ a rĂĄ go raibh Hasan dathĂșil, ach ba lĂ©ir go raibh gruaig diabhail air. Bhaineamar taitneamh as a bheith ag Ă©isteacht lena scĂ©alta agus lena dearcadh agus Ă ag siamsaĂocht.
NĂ bheadh aon rud rĂșnda idir mĂ© fĂ©in agus mo bhean chĂ©ile. Nuair a d ‘ inis mĂ© seo do mo bhean chĂ©ile, dĂșirt SĂ Gur inis Melek rudaĂ den chineĂĄl cĂ©anna di Faoi Hasan. DĂșirt a fear cĂ©ile lĂ©i freisin. ShĂl muid faoina bhean chĂ©ile agus mhothaĂomar trua dĂł, ach dĂșirt muid mĂĄs Ă© a rogha fĂ©in Ă©, go raibh sĂ© tuillte aige. NĂ fhĂ©adfaimis a bheith as A mheabhair Ag Hasan mar is duine spraĂĂșil Ă© freisin.
BhĂ sĂ© cĂșpla mĂ Ăł bhogamar. Agus an samhradh ag mothĂș fĂ©in, caitheadh an smaoineamh dul go dtĂ an trĂĄ don deireadh seachtaine. Nuair a thĂĄinig muid le chĂ©ile, bhĂ ĂĄr mnĂĄ cĂ©ile glĂ©asta go hĂĄlainn agus sexy go leor chun dul san iomaĂocht lena chĂ©ile. Chuir an smaoineamh go dtaispeĂĄnfadh sĂ© seo nĂos mĂł fĂłs ar an trĂĄ sceitimĂnĂ orm. Ba mhnĂĄ ĂĄille iad go lĂ©ir. Chuir SĂ© brĂłd orm i gcĂłnaĂ gurbh Ă Melek an ceann is tarraingtĂ.
BhĂ an deireadh seachtaine i ndĂĄirĂre cosĂșil le seĂł neart do mhnĂĄ. BhĂ na mnĂĄ ag moladh a chĂ©ile, ach bhĂomar ag spalpadh ag na mnĂĄ cĂ©ile eile freisin. Agus iad ag siĂșl timpeall i bikinis bĂdeacha, bhĂ an mothĂș agam gur tharraing mo bhean an aird is mĂł. Is beag nach ndearna Hassan iarracht fiĂș a shĂșil a cheilt ar mo bhean chĂ©ile. Ba chosĂșil gur bhain sĂ© taitneamh as aird buachaill sĂșgartha den sĂłrt sin a mhealladh i mo bhean chĂ©ile. BhĂ lĂĄ taitneamhach againn. An oĂche sin, lĂĄ agus oĂche, rinneamar grĂĄ do mo bhean chĂ©ile le hĂ©ifeacht ĂĄr sĂceolaĂochta ar an trĂĄ.
Mura rachaimid go dtĂ an trĂĄ ag an deireadh seachtaine, bheimis ag faire ar chluiche, agus i rith na seachtaine bhuailfimis le chĂ©ile le haghaidh oĂche poker. Sna hoĂcheanta sin, bhĂ Hasan ag insint dĂșinn faoina eachtraĂ debauchery agus ag siamsaĂocht linn. BhĂ bean nua-phĂłsta a raibh sĂ© ag crochadh amach lĂ©i. BhĂ sĂ© den chuid is mĂł mar gheall air. Casadh amach gur trĂĄchtearra iomlĂĄn a bhĂ inti. Deir sĂ go ndĂ©anann sĂ cibĂ© rud is mian liom. BhĂ bean ĂĄ lorg aici nuair a chuaigh a fear cĂ©ile ag obair. BhĂ Hasan, freisin, ag dul isteach sna seomraĂ codlata lena eochair fĂ©in sular Ă©irigh an bhean as a leaba. Chuir sĂ© smacht ar an mbean sa chaoi is go raibh SĂ© ag fanacht Le Hasan i lĂĄr na leapa. “WOW!”DĂ©anaimid comhghairdeas. BhĂ sceitimĂnĂ orainn amhail is dĂĄ mbeimis ĂĄ dhĂ©anamh. TĂĄ asal chomh hĂĄlainn aige go raibh sĂ© ag rĂĄ go fucks sĂ© a asal nĂos mĂł nĂĄ a pussy. Rinneamar cur sĂos ar writhing agus screadaĂl na mnĂĄ agus Ă ĂĄ thĂłgĂĄil chomh hĂĄlainn gur rith muid amach. An chĂ©ad uair eile thabharfadh sĂ© pictiĂșr dĂșinn dĂĄ asshole. DĂșirt sĂ go dtaispeĂĄnfadh sĂ Ă© don bhuaiteoir ag poker. “TĂĄ tĂș chomh ciallmhar, Hasan,” a dĂșirt Mehmet. Rinneamar go lĂ©ir gĂĄire.
An tseachtain dar gcionn dĂșirt sĂ© go raibh an pictiĂșr aige ar a ghuthĂĄn. In ionad airgead sa chluiche, chuir sĂ© an fĂłn leis an bpictiĂșr. BhĂ sceitimĂnĂ orainn go lĂ©ir. Bhuaigh Pimp an lĂĄmh sin. D ‘ fhan ĂĄr ndĂograis inĂĄr mbarr. Ina dhiaidh sin, thaisc sĂ© an pictiĂșr in ionad airgead sna lĂĄmha. Ar ndĂłigh bhĂ sĂ© ag iarraidh Ă© a thaispeĂĄint. Nuair A bhuaigh Mehmet lĂĄmh, thĂłg Hasan an fĂłn. Oscail na pictiĂșir. “FĂ©ach ar an gcĂ©ad phictiĂșr sula ndeachaigh sĂ© leamh,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. Mehmet ” OFFF Yummy. Caol, ” a dĂșirt sĂ©. FĂ©ach, is Ă© seo an stĂĄt tar Ă©is dĂł a bheith fucked ar feadh leathuaire,” leathnaigh sĂ© Ă© le gĂĄire. Mehmet ” OHHHAAA! Conas atĂĄ do bhean mar seo? ‘dĂșirt sĂ© le hiontas. BhĂ melanie agus mĂ© fĂ©in ag fĂĄil bhĂĄis le fiosracht, ach nĂ raibh siad ĂĄ thaispeĂĄint dĂșinn. “Is tollĂĄn Ă© seo, fear,” a dĂșirt Mehmet arĂs.
BhĂ Hassan ag mionghĂĄire go brĂłdĂșil. “Seol Ă© seo chugam le do thoil, ba mhaith liom Ă© a tharraingt,” admhaigh Mehmet. DĂșirt Hasan, “NĂl,” a dĂșirt sĂ©, ” caillfidh sĂ© a luach. NĂ fĂ©idir leat breathnĂș ach nuair a bhuaigh tĂș”. DĂșirt Mehmet, ” tĂĄ tĂș chomh ciallmhar, a dhearthĂĄir, ach i dtreo dheireadh na hoĂche, thug Hasan orainn go lĂ©ir an pictiĂșr a fheiceĂĄil. BhĂ na gar-ups seo infuriating. Go deimhin, tĂĄ an t-athrĂș a rinneadh ar an bpoll dochreidte. Conas a d ‘ fhĂ©adfadh an rud caol seo a bheith ina pholl chomh mĂłr sin? NĂ raibh a fhios agam ar cheart trua a dhĂ©anamh don bhean nĂł a bheith sĂĄsta. NĂ raibh mĂłrĂĄn taithĂ agam air seo. NĂ dhĂ©anfaimis Ă© mar nĂor thaitin an t-aingeal leis. In ainneoin gur ĂĄitigh mĂ©, nĂor lig sĂ© dom an barr a chur isteach fiĂș. DĂșirt sĂ© gur ghortaigh sĂ© agus thĂłg sĂ© staighre. Ar ndĂłigh, nĂ raibh mĂ© chun Ă© sin a roinnt leo.
Idir obair agus cairdeas, bhĂ an samhradh ag dul thart go maith. Seo mo chur chun cinn. BhĂ mĂ© ag obair nĂos deacra. Maidin amhĂĄin fuair mĂ© teachtaireacht ar Mo ThĂĄiblĂ©ad. BhĂ SĂ© Ă Hasan. “TĂĄ mĂ© ag obair ar maidin. Beidh mĂ© in ann teacht ag 2 a chlog trĂĄthnĂłna. Faigh rĂ©idh, ” a dĂșirt sĂ©. BhĂ ionadh orm, nĂ raibh mĂ© ag sĂșil leis. “NĂ thuigim?”BhĂ mĂ© ar tĂ scrĂobh nuair a thuig mĂ© gur thĂłg mĂ© taiblĂ©ad Melek ar maidin de thaisme. BhĂ an teachtaireacht chuig mo bhean chĂ©ile. Go tobann, d ‘ imigh bolt tintreach i mo chloigeann. BhĂ sĂ© ag bualadh Le Hasan Melek. Cad a d ‘ fhĂ©adfadh a bheith ann? An raibh m ‘ aon bhean chĂ©ile, an t-aon ghrĂĄ a bhĂ agam, an duine a raibh muinĂn agam as nĂos mĂł nĂĄ Ă©inne, ag caimilĂ©ireacht ormsa? Le Hasan. NĂł an Ă an bhean phĂłsta sin mo bhean chĂ©ile? NĂ raibh mĂ© in ann obair. BhĂ orm dul abhaile agus labhairt le mo bhean chĂ©ile.
Nuair a thĂĄinig mĂ© abhaile mhothaigh mo chroĂ go raibh sĂ© ag plĂ©ascadh. BhĂ aingeal sa chistin. Le lĂĄmha crith, choinnigh mĂ© an taiblĂ©ad as mo mhĂĄla i dtreo dĂł. ThaispeĂĄin mĂ© an teachtaireacht. D ‘ iompaigh a aghaidh dearg. Chiallaigh sĂ© gach rud a admhĂĄil. LĂonadh a shĂșile. NĂ raibh mĂ© in ann labhairt. TĂĄ sĂ© tar Ă©is aisghabhĂĄil roimhe seo. “Sea,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. “TĂĄ MĂ© Le Hasan le dhĂĄ mhĂ.”BhĂ crith ar mo ghuth ,” mar sin cad atĂĄ le dĂ©anamh againn?”D’ iarr mĂ©. “NĂl mĂ© ag iarraidh Ă© a fhĂĄgĂĄil. TĂĄim an-ceangailte leis. Is breĂĄ liom tĂș ach nĂ fĂ©idir liom a bheith gan tĂș. Caithfidh tĂș glacadh leis mar seo.”NĂ raibh mĂ© in ann tada a rĂĄ. Mar sin fĂ©in, cad is duine meĂĄnach Hasan ann. NĂ raibh uaim ach a rĂĄ gur ĂșsĂĄid tĂș Ă©. D ‘ fhĂĄg mĂ© an teach. Chaith mĂ© na srĂĄideanna a raibh duine ag teastĂĄil uaim chun labhairt leo. Ghlaoigh MĂ© Metin. BhĂ nĂĄire orm ach bhĂ orm labhairt le duine Ă©igin.
ShuĂomar i gcaifĂ© Le Metin. DĂșirt mĂ© Ă© go lĂ©ir. Ar deireadh, “Ar mhaith leat imeacht?”d’ iarr sĂ. “NĂl, dĂșirt mĂ© Gur breĂĄ Liom Melek,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. I ndĂĄirĂre, bhĂ mo chlaonadh sa treo sin. D ‘iarr mĂ© ar feadh i bhfad gan insint do dhuine ar bith agus d’ fhĂĄg mĂ©. Chuaigh mĂ© timpeall na srĂĄideanna beagĂĄn nĂos mĂł agus d ‘ fhill mĂ© abhaile. BhĂ sĂ© cosĂșil le 1 a chlog.
BhĂ an t-aingeal ag fanacht liom. Caithfidh gur thuig sĂ© rud Ă©igin de mo thost. DĂșirt mĂ© nĂĄr theastaigh colscaradh uaim. Relaxed sĂ© beagĂĄn. Thosaigh sĂ© ag gĂĄire nuair a dĂșirt sĂ© go n-aontaĂm leis an scĂ©al. DĂșirt mĂ© go gcaithfeadh sĂ© a bheith faoi rĂșn barr. DĂșirt SĂ© go raibh air Insint Do Hassan. “Faigheann sĂ© nĂos mĂł plĂ©isiĂșir,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. Ag caitheamh adharca is maith leat. “TĂĄ a fhios agat go dtiocfaidh sĂ© ag 2 a chlog,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. NĂ raibh mĂ© rĂ©idh le haghaidh seo. ShĂl mĂ© go ndĂșirt sĂ© glaoch agus nach dtagann sĂ© nuair a bhĂonn fadhb chomh mĂłr sin againn. DĂșirt sĂ© liom, ” MĂĄs mian leat, tĂ©igh amach agus siĂșl timpeall sula dtagann Hasan. Caithfidh mĂ© ullmhĂș dĂł. Glaofaidh mĂ© ort nuair a rachaidh mĂ©,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. NĂ raibh mĂ© in ann a neamhĂogaireacht a chreidiĂșint. BhĂ fearg mhĂłr orm, ach is dĂłigh liom nach raibh aon rogha agam. D ‘ Ă©irigh mĂ© as an teach ar bhealach dona.
Chuaigh mĂ© ag obair agus rinne mĂ© iarracht mĂ© fĂ©in a shnoĂ ansin ar feadh cĂșpla uair an chloig. D ‘ iarr Melek gar do dheireadh an aistrithe. “Is fĂ©idir leat teacht, mo ghrĂĄ,” a dĂșirt sĂ©. BhĂ cead agam dul go dtĂ mo theach fĂ©in. Chuaigh mĂ© abhaile briste. NĂor labhair muid mĂłrĂĄn an oĂche sin. NĂor mhothaigh Melek fiĂș gur gĂĄ a cĂłir leapa a athrĂș. Rinne mĂ© iarracht codladh gan fuaim a dhĂ©anamh sa leaba inar leag allais Hasan boladh agus smeartha orm.
DhĂĄ oĂche ina dhiaidh sin ba Ă© ĂĄr n-oĂche poker. BhĂ mĂ© ag smaoineamh ar conas a bhreathnĂłinn ar aghaidh Hasan. DhĂ©anfadh sĂ© na pictiĂșir sin a phĂ©inteĂĄil fĂłs in ionad airgid. Conas a bhĂ mĂ© chun cur suas leis seo? An uair seo, BhĂ A fhios Ag Metin freisin gurbh Ă An bhean sin mo bhean chĂ©ile. B ‘ fhĂ©idir Go Raibh A fhios Ag Mehmet freisin. BhĂ mĂ© i ndĂĄn. BhĂ sĂ© ina praiseach iomlĂĄn.